Completing a Story

When I complete a story, it feels like a weight has lifted off my shoulders. The completion gives me an inner sense of peace and happiness. All of the hours of work that went into the story has finally come to fruition, and now it’s time to take a break.

To varying degrees, it’s probably the same for people that have completed an arduous project or a work of art. They’re proud of the work they created, but they also feel relieved that it’s finished. The work is an embodiment of their skill and creativity–all the hours they’ve put into it. The same is true with completing a story. It’s something to be proud–an embodiment of an author’s craft, style, and ideas.

But for me, the irony with finishing a story is that the feeling of relief doesn’t last very long. In the back of my mind, there is always the next story to write. The backlog of ideas that I’ve stowed away want to come out. They’ve been waiting in line, patiently, and now it’s their turn.

Sometimes when I complete a story, I say to myself: “No more. This is the last one.” Especially if it was a story that involved extensive edits, depleting my energy and will. At that point, I’m ready to throw in the towel. But in a few days, I’ll pick up writing again.

Hour of Writing

There is an hour in which a writer writes at their most productive and creative level. Of course, they might write for several hours during the day, but I believe there is a specific hour in which they write at their best. Even if they’ve been writing for hours, it might the second hour of their session or at the end of it. Maybe it’s a specific time during the day, such as 8 a.m. or 9 p.m.

I used to write the most in the evening, but more recently, I’ve started writing in the morning. This is based on when I’m able to concentrate and write the most. It used to be in the evening, since I had put pressure on myself to create/write as much as possible before going to sleep.

But now I prefer the mornings because it sets the tone for the day. It’s a great feeling when I complete a chapter before, say, lunchtime or the afternoon. Even if I don’t write for the rest of the day, at least I had accomplished something earlier.

We’re all constrained by a schedule or work routine. This bears a great influence, since good writing can only be done when it’s uninterrupted. Perhaps a deadline puts pressure on a writer to write feverishly. A deadline can also have the opposite effect on a writer.

Another important thing is a good work environment. Having an environment that’s conducive to writing (i.e. a clean and organized desk), regardless of what time it is, let’s the imagination roam free. But if there is an hour where one writes at their best, they should stick by it.

Dystopian Fiction

In dystopian fiction, we read about worlds where the new normal is something akin to survival of the fittest, when human interaction is tainted with distrust, when danger lurks around every corner. Some novels that come to mind are The Hunger Games, 1984, Anthem, and Fahrenheit 451. Each novel presents a view of society that is grim and dark, but where there is also hope in the protagonist to stand up against the darkness.

Even though we know those worlds are a far cry from our present reality, they pique our interest because they show us “what ifs”, because we’re curious with what’s unfamiliar to us. Perhaps we’re not too far from such a reality if something were to go terribly and horribly wrong in a nightmarish kind of way. 

Each author in the dystopian genre brings their own vision of such a world, where the perilous conditions can bring the worst or the best out of people. These stories remind us how fragile and delicate humanity is, and how we must choose to hold onto our own humanity as well.

Short Story: Road To Nowhere

You can read my short story, Road To Nowhere, on my website now. It can also be found under the short stories tab, which is located below the header.

This short story is about two people, Locke and Martha, who wake up one evening on a desolate road. They don’t know how they got there, nor do they know what road they’re on. Road To Nowhere is a mystery story that will leave you guessing until the very end. I hope you enjoy it.

Waking Up Early or Late

Waking up early or late has relative meaning based on people’s schedule. Early for some people can be 7 a.m., while that time can be late for others if they need to wake up earlier (i.e. 6 a.m.). Thus, waking up early means before one is scheduled to wake up, and waking up late is after one is scheduled to wake up.

Waking up early or late in the morning has a tremendous affect on our attitude for the rest of the day. For me, waking up early is a struggle, but once I’m awake, I have a lot more time in the day. I feel that there is less pressure to finish things, and I’m glad that I can get a head start. Overall, I start the day off positive.

When I wake up late, I’m more rested, but ironically, I have less time in the day to accomplish things. I’m more hasty in my work, rushing to get things done. And when it’s close to the afternoon, half the day is already over, and it’s a race to get anything finished. Overall, I start off the day feeling rested, but then become anxious when I realize how much there is to do.

I prefer waking up early because I like to get started on work and writing early in the morning. In the morning, it is quiet, and it’s easier to concentrate. After I drink coffee, I’m fully awake and ready to start the day. With an early start, I feel that I can get ahead in my work, and can relax and take my time with the rest of the day if I finish things early.

Finishing a Book

One of the things I struggle with when reading a book is finishing it. When I begin a book, it’s fun, exciting, and new. But if the book is not captivating or if it’s not resonating with me, I’ll start to lose interest (quickly) and won’t even finish it.

Even if I return to the same book after, say, a week, it’s difficult to dive back into that world. The only way I could finish a book that’s not gripping is to read it fast–racing to the finish line.

There is a window of time where such a book can hold my interest, and if I don’t finish it within that time frame, I won’t finish it all. It’s similar to the concept of marginal utility in economics: each time you purchase and consume a product, your satisfaction with it decreases overtime. I find this to be true when reading a book that doesn’t hold my interest.

At first, the book is exciting to read (maybe it’s because of the book’s ideas or it’s because the author is well known), so I’ll read a lot on the first day. On the second day, however, I’ll read 1/2 of what I read on the first day. On the third day, I’ll read 1/2 of what I read on the second day, etc. This will continue until I won’t even pick up the book and read it anymore.

If I’m reading a book that engages me from the start, it will the opposite effect. For example, on the first day, I might read 20 pages, on the second day, 30, on the third day 40, etc. And then there are times when I couldn’t stop reading until I finished the book.

When I examine the reasons for why I finish or don’t finish a book, the first thing I notice is that it has to be a subject matter or genre that I’m interested in. The subject matter/genre is of key importance, since it determines if a reader will even want to pick up the book in the first place. It’s the same with movies, since each person has their genre preference and they wouldn’t want to watch a movie that is in a genre they’re not interested in it. If audiences raving about it and it’s recommended by their friends, that person might give it chance, but that’s the exception, not the rule.

Secondly, the writing has to be clear and engaging (even humorous). If it’s witty and clever or paints the world with ease, then the writing will pull us into the story almost effortlessly. On the contrary, if the descriptions are overly long or the vocabulary/wording is confusing and unclear, I’ll disengage quickly.

Thirdly, the story should move at an even pace and it should have good character development. On the contrary, if the characters just move from one situation to the next without anything eventful happening, the story won’t feel worthwhile to read.

To determine if I might finish a book, all I need to do is read the first few pages of it. Within those pages, I can determine by the writing style if the story is gripping/captivating or not. Does it invoke mystery or wonder, or does it meander and go nowhere?

After I finish a book that I enjoy, I’ll seek out other books by that author. Why you might ask? Because I want to experience the enjoyment of reading that author’s prose again.

If the book wasn’t rewarding by the end (i.e. if it had a disappointing ending), I won’t look any further. In fact, the experience by the end of the book will be one of relief (or a long sigh), not joy or elation.

One of the most interesting things I experienced after finishing a book is when I discovered that that book was the only one the author had written (or maybe they only wrote two). And if it’s an amazing book, it makes me wonder what happened or why the author didn’t write more books?

One book in particular that I recall where this was the case was A Canticle for Leibowitz. It was a book that won the Hugo Award for science fiction in 1961. After I read it, I discovered that the author (Walter Miller Jr.) had only written one other book, and it was published years after A Canticle for Leibowitz.

For me, this shows how strong and powerful writing can be when it really resonates with the reader. We want seek out more prose like it, and it can inspire us to write as well.

Handwriting And Typing

Nowadays, I write by hand when I’m brainstorming, making notes to myself, or jotting ideas on post-its. In this sense, I don’t write short stories or novels on paper. I have written chapters on paper from time to time, but that’s the extent of my handwriting stories.

I find it indispensable, however, to record my ideas on paper when working on a project. In addition, I draw lines/arrows connecting ideas, create mind maps/diagrams, as well as underline or highlight key ideas.

Typing on the computer is advantageous for many reasons. For one, it’s easy to edit and it doesn’t take up any physical space (in terms of paper, that is). It’s also efficient given all the editing and formatting tools that are available in the writing software, such as changing the font, size, color, etc. In a word, typing is so fast, efficient, and versatile that it has become the primary means of writing.

But let’s not set aside handwriting. It’s useful when we’re writing on the fly (i.e. jotting down a spontaneous idea on, say, a napkin or post-it), writing on the margins of books, and of course, writing when there is no electronic device at hand.

When writing by hand, I put down ideas regardless if I’m making mistakes/errors. Also, when writing on paper, I can fold it or divide it into sections to organize my thoughts. You can be creative with it, even tear it up into pieces and write words on torn bits so that you can organize the ideas hierarchically or linearly or however you want.

Typing is limited in this sense, since typing is on 2 dimensions and can only be utilitzed in terms of the parameters of the software. You can, of course, draw boxes and arrows and make diagrams in the computer if you wanted to make a mind map. But it doesn’t have the same immediacy as you have on paper.

But I digress. So back to the main idea: what are the benefits of handwriting?

Many years ago, I would write essays or stories that would cover the paper(s) front to back. They were full of spelling and grammatical errors, and sometimes, parts of it weren’t even legible.

But the great thing about the process was that I never looked back as I wrote. I kept writing because unlike typing on a computer, you can’t delete what you write unless you erase it. And who has time to erase when the words are pouring out rapidly?

The beauty of handwriting was that I could pen a continuous stream of thoughts without concern for errors or doubling back to edit the piece. After a writing session was done, there’d be a pile of pages to edit, but the point was to get all of the thoughts down.

When we look back at the writers of the past, it’s incredible to think that they had written their stories by hand. How many drafts did they write until they completed their final manuscript? It took dedication and discipline; it was a labor of love.

Typing certainly makes writing easy and convenient. Handwriting can feel like it takes forever as well as tedious to convey one’s thoughts. As aforementioned, I write by hand when I’m brainstorming or jotting down ideas. But I can’t imagine not writing by hand again. Although typing is efficient, it doesn’t allow me to freely write anywhere on the page–to write beyond the confines of the margins/borders.

Finding a Good Place to Read

In the past, I mostly read on the couch, though I could read just about anywhere (even in the car). But more often than not, it had to be a place where I was comfortable and where I wouldn’t feel sore or achy after a long read. I would read for about a half hour or an hour, or until I finished a chapter or two. If I was really engaged in the book, I’d read for two hours or more or until I got hungry.

I couldn’t read with noise in the background. For example, if the TV were on or if there was music playing, I couldn’t concentrate in the least. The noise would distract me or grab my attention. The world that I was trying to create in my mind as I read would disintegrate into thin air. I needed silence to read.

For each person, there is a preference for a good place to read. For some, it might be at their bed or their desk. Some might even prefer to read outside, such as on a deck, porch, or even in the park.

More recently, as I was waiting for my car to be serviced, I finished a book on my iPad as I read underneath a tree. It was a calming and relaxing experience, since it felt nice to get some fresh air while I read.

I feel like I could read anywhere so long as I’m comfortable with where I’m reading at. Nowadays, I’ve been reading a lot more at my desk, since it’s also where I write from. I find that a really engaging books can pull me into a world that transcends time and space–and where I in turn, forget time and space as well.

Short Breaks

When I take short breaks, I go outside for a walk to get fresh air or do something such as organize, clean, or exercise to get my mind off the thing that I’m struggling with. I do something where my mind is focused on something else aside from the story I’m writing so that I can get a new perspective on it when I return.

Once I do that, it’s as if I’m looking at the story from a new mindset. I’m suddenly able to fill in the gaps and clarify concepts. I might even get an epiphany that can change the course of the story and improve it.

It’s hard to take breaks sometimes because we want to finish what we’ve started. There’s a negative feeling associated with leaving something unfinished. It’s as if it’ll be worse off if we don’t finish it or that it won’t get done.

Perhaps it’s one of those things where we were taught from an early age that we had to finish our homework before we could take a break or get a reward (such as watching TV or going outside). If we say that we’re going to finish it later, the likelihood of us doing so will be curtailed by other things that come up throughout the day.

But with writing, taking a break can lead to creative inspiration and finding solutions. Writing requires a plethora of ideas, many of which won’t be used by the time the story/work is done (by work, I mean essay, letter, report, etc.).

In stepping away from a work, it lets new ideas formulate in a subconscious way. It’s as if we can see the whole picture again–the outline–the mind map–rather than a specific idea that we got hung up on.

There comes a point where something isn’t working and we can’t progress in our work. Instead of fixating on what we’re stuck on, we need to step away, to take a short break, so that we can see the other ideas that we unwittingly ignored.

When we return to our work, we might get that feeling of “why didn’t I think of that in the first place?” or “how could I have not seen that?” And the simple answer is that we’re not cognizant of the solutions/ideas until we stop what we’re doing and let them in.