Trial and Error

Trial and error is common in any endeavor. We learn by the error, as well as from the successes of the trial. We figure out what works, and then we repeat this once we’ve ironed it out.

But there comes a point when nothing seems to work. No matter what we try, no progress is being made. This has occurred with me when working on a cover for one of my books. I’ll experiment with the colors, the design, the title placement, and no matter how much I modify them, nothing seems to work.

At some point, I question my own ability, and wonder if I should just hire someone or give myself a break. When you reach that level of frustration, you really want to quit.

But if I work on the cover long enough, I’ll come to realize that I was actually going in the wrong direction. The problem had nothing to do with the color scheme, design, or the title placement. The problem was the concept of the cover. I had to start over, look at it from a different angle.

After a few hours of working on this new cover, I’ll discover that it’s ten times better than what I had originally designed.

What I’ve learned about making my own covers is that it isn’t the details that are the most important thing, but the concept behind it. The concept is what conveys a certain look, mood, and appeal. No matter how many variations I might come up with on a design, starting over can be the best step forward.

Purpose

Purpose is behind everything. Study nature without purpose and it begs the question: Why are you studying it? Why even start with that plant or that rock? Why not spend your time doing something else if there is no purpose to them?

What is purpose? Purpose is the goal behind what we do. It gives a motivation toward why we are working toward something. In the example above, knowledge or understanding can be the purpose behind studying nature. And the purpose behind that is to know what they are–how they can be used for medicine, agriculture, or engineering. When purpose is removed from what we do or study, it’s as if we’re doing things on autopilot.

For example, we know intuitively that we need to work to earn a paycheck, which allows us to pay the bills, to have electricity, shelter, to eat, etc. But without knowing what truly motivates us, we are left wanting more from life, unsatisfied and unfulfilled from what we have.

It’s as if there is nothing beyond the horizon except a job and a paycheck. We don’t see the other opportunities that are available. The things we can learn or spend our time doing that maximizes our talents and potential. That purpose can start off as a hobby, and grow into something much more. And after we’ve found out what that is, it can inspire us to learn and to create, and we begin to see life in an exciting and meaningful way.

Macrocosm

A macrocosm is analogous to looking at the world from a philosophic point of view. It paints a broad picture to encapsulate and explain all the variances that occur within it. It might have a ring of truth to it, something that we can identify with, relate to, but does it hold up overtime? And what about the nuances–the facts that diverge from it, deviate from its conclusions?

In novels, a macrocosm could be the world that is created within the story. Thus, the microcosm is the the narrative that follows the protagonist, not to mention the characters and the antagonist. A macrocosm is like the setting, whereas the microcosm is the plot of the story. They work side by side since the macrocosm is just the staging (the background) of the story, whereas the plot is the main focus.

But when it comes to knowledge about the world in relation to our experience, there seems to be a disconnect between the two. People seem to either tilt toward a macroscopic lens, or a microscopic one. From the macroscopic lens, they try to explain things in grandiose terms (the big picture), elucidating laws and principles while ignoring the variances, subtleties, the grey areas that exist. Those that tend to look at the world microscopically look at the world from their own circumstance, anecdotally, or from their own specialized field (i.e. history, economics, literature, etc.).

Both viewpoints give an incomplete picture, since they either miss the principles and laws that are at work (the big picture), or the minute details and variances that do not fit neatly within broader terms.

The reason why a book can harmonize the macrocosm and microcosm so inseparably is because it doesn’t need to be about everything: taking into account every natural law, or every human experience. It only needs to be about the protagonist and their story arc.

At the end of a story, we want to know what happens to them, how they are affected by the trials that they overcame and faced. Therefore, there’s no ambiguity or confusion about what the story is about. It had a clear goal in mind. There’s no tangent about some irrelevant aspect of their world, or about some side character that had no relevance to the plot. A story is organized in such a way that there is in order, a goal, a conclusion.

In a book, the story encapsulates a philosophic system based on the world and the outcome, whether it is dystopian or utopian, pessimistic or optimistic, because the author paints a world that the characters live in. Obviously, the world we live in is not the same as a book. Our world is indifferent, impartial to our thoughts, wants, and needs. We must adapt to it, learn, grow, and apply ourselves in a way that conform to the environment.

Thus, the macrocosm of our world, which we call reality (or the objective world), is just the setting for which we pursue the values we believe in (our microcosm). Although our values may change with time, we cannot change reality in the same manner (i.e. by thought or will alone). We can modify the environment, make it suitable and habitable, but we cannot bend the rules which govern the world. That’s where science comes in–understanding the rules which underly the natural order of things.

There is a difference between the life we live, and the world in which we live in. When we try to explain everything from our experience, we try to explain it from a microscopic lens. We ignore the fact that reality cannot be bent, twisted, or reshaped arbitrarily. It is what it is despite how we would like it to be. When we try to explain reality from the world we live in, we ignore the life we live, including the domains of morality, creativity, family, happiness, etc.

As a result, each perspective, on its own, gives us an inaccurate representation of the whole picture. It creates a false dichotomy where we either look at things naturalistically (materialistically), or humanistically (based on our judgments, needs, wants, etc.). Because both perspectives are separate and distinct, we must look at things from another lens.

Within the microcosm of our experience, it is always directed toward achieving something, reaching toward a goal. Life cannot be lived passively, since change can only happen when we act–work toward a goal. That goal can be survival, comfort, happiness, knowledge, etc.

The history of science and mathematics has been a laborous and difficult climb toward understanding the reality we live in. It has made possible technological innovations, medicine, you name it, which have made life at present incalculably more comfortable and convenient compared to centuries ago. Thus, we must frame the macrocosm and the microcosm not as distinct, passive, and neutral domains, but as ones being guided by a purpose. That purpose is the reason why we undertake them and study them: to improve our lives.

Therefore the microcosm of our life isn’t just a set of random experiences, emotions and feelings, but one guided toward improving life. In the same way, the macrocosm isn’t just a set of laws and facts about nature, but an encyclopedia of knowledge to help us advance science, technology, and medicine, and thus, to make our world safer, and to reduce suffering.

I think we so often forget the reason and purpose behind why we study the sciences and humanities in the first place. It’s as if we undertake them just for the sake of a degree, a job, and without a perspective of how different life would be without the things we take for granted (i.e. clean water, electricity, medicine, etc.). It’s why people sometimes look at these fields as just being a collection of facts, dates, and names to memorize, rather than having a practical purpose: to teach us how to build and engineer the impossible, and to learn how to live better.

Microcosm

When we look at the microcosm of a structure or system, we focus on the particulars rather than the whole picture itself. When we become focused on the particulars, we look at the details, the minute components that make up the whole.

But we might end up so fixated on the details that we forget about the big picture. For a writer, it’s kind of like focusing on editing one chapter of a story, then a paragraph of that chapter (maybe even a sentence), and then ignoring the rest of the chapter.

Or it’s like a scientist that studies a plant, and then the leaves of that plant, and the cells of that plant, and the organelles of the cell, and the molecules that compose the organelles, and then they get so lost in studying the molecules that they forget why they were studying the plant in the first place.

To study the microcosm of anything can give us insight and knowledge of the components and mechanisms which function and operate within a structure or system. But how far do we go in our study? At what point do we stop analyzing each minuscule detail to the point that we lose sight of our goal, which is to understand the big picture, rather than the countless tangents and the endless number of microcosms it can lead us down?

Humble

What does it mean to be humble? To be humble is to acknowledge the fact that we are human. As humans, we make mistakes, learn, fall and get up like everyone else.

We can assign value to the money we make, our intellect, our status, our rank in a field or sport, but these gloss over the existential aspects of humanity. It is our humanity which makes us common–equal in the metaphysical sense (having faculties, sense perception, consciousness, free will, etc.).

When we look at the world from a quantitive lens, it can be hard to be humble. Everyone has a different net worth. Everyone has different skills, different achievements, and different areas of expertise. As a result, a small percentage will be at the very top. If we create a graph from it, we will get a bell curve with many people normally distributed in the middle. When we judge each individual this way, it’s as if we become focused on where they rank.

But rank can change overtime. And rank doesn’t give a wholistic picture of the complexity of each individual. Rather, it gives us a picture of the data, but not the personalities behind them–the life behind them.

And that’s where humility comes in. To be humble, we recognize that there is a story behind each person in the graph. There is a struggle, a challenge to overcome, obstacles, setbacks, failures, victories, etc.

As such, just because someone might be successful in one area, it doesn’t mean they are in others. They might excel at their job and have various accomplishments and awards under their belt, but what about the other areas in their life? What about their shortcomings, or the multitude of things they have little to no knowledge in, little to no achievements in?

Thus, to be humble is to acknowledge this truth that is common to all of us. To quote Socrates, “The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.”

Universal

Whether a story was written in the past, written today, set in the future, or in another realm, they connect with us when we can relate to them. In fact, we become more engaged in the story when there is a familiarity or bond with the characters and the conflicts.

When characters go through something we’ve gone through before, a connection is made by how it speaks to our humanity. Our humanity is not just a set of experiences, but ones that revolve around themes–or values. Those themes can be about good and evil, truth and deception, triumph or suffering, etc.

When we make connections with the characters, we see ourselves in their shoes. We become invested in their plight, become part of the story. We hope nothing bad happens to the protagonist, that the conclusion will be a positive one. When this happens, the story has an almost mysterious bond with our psyche. It’s as if that fictional world has become a reality–a world that is like our own not in concrete terms, but in universal ones.

Hobbies

It’s great to have hobbies such as playing a game, reading, writing, or collecting things. But what happens when that hobby becomes more than just a hobby? What happens when it takes over, consuming more and more of our time?

For one, it’s important to keep to our priorities, to focus on what we need to accomplish first. Hobbies should be relegated to “pastimes”, things we do when there is extra time on our schedule. However, that doesn’t limit what they might become. A hobby might take hold of us, such as when we stay up late to read a book (or a series), or when a short story turns into a novel–which turns into a series.

When hobbies start to take over, I don’t think the issue is with the hobby itself, but with our time management. It’s great if a book captures our imagination, or if a story project expands beyond what we could’ve ever imagined. But all that means is that we’re spending more time on them for a greater length of time. What would’ve been a two or three week endevaor might turn into months–or years.

Learning Never Ends

From the day we’re born, we learn about the world. From the first step we take, we learn to walk. And all the days after, we learn from our parents, school, and society. And after we graduate and earn a degree, our education doesn’t end there. We learn to how to land a job.

We learn that the workplace is much different from the academic courses we took. Everything in school seemed to be theoretical, whereas in the workplace, it is practical–highly specialized. There, we adapt to how the company operates, how it runs. It takes time: weeks, months, and years to become expert in our field.

But even as we gain work experience, we will learn about things outside of work: moving, how to live alone, paying bills, and how to be social in new environments. And if we have children, we learn to be good, caring parents. And as time goes by, we take on new hobbies, change jobs, and plan for retirement–all of which require learning.

And as the world changes, we learn from the news, from reading books, online articles, etc. We are constantly refining our worldview, our beliefs, our view of humanity. And with each year we live, we add another year of experience. And what awaits is another year to learn.

Real Memories

I believe that real memories come from direct, personal experience. Memories that did not have a virtual source, but had a tangible, environmental component to them.

It’s different from the experience we have when watching a movie, browsing the internet, playing a game, or reading. Those can bring enjoyment, and bring awareness and knowledge to us, but they lack the kind of interaction we could only experience when we’re in an environment.

Real memories are the ones that we return to–often think about from our past. They are unique in that they cannot be recreated. They can be memories of a vacation we went on, a gathering with friends 10 or 20 years ago, or a conversation we had with someone that broadened our perspective and wisdom. It could even be something we saw in nature, such as the way the sun lit the waters, or the view from a mountain top.

What to Write About?

Science Fiction. Literature. Short Stories. History. Non-Fiction, etc. The list goes on and on.

When I don’t know what to write about, I look at what story ideas appeal to me. Which ones I haven’t written about before. Which ones I’m dealing with personally, or that I’ve thought about deeply. Even though there are a few, I know I can only work on one.

I might write them down, or just think about a handful at a time. I ponder about which one I can put the most creativity and time into. And when I filter out the ones that are great on the surface, but not in substance, and narrow it down to the one that keeps resurfacing in my mind, I will know which one I need to write.